So this is a bitch and I can't bitch about it to anyone but myself so here is a post to myself I guess. I self medicate for my pain (know its fibromyalgia and think its also AIP (porphyria)) and every so often have to come off the self medication for a few days to prevent addiction. I waited a week or so too long and now have to be sick as fuck for a few days before I carefully and slowly go back to self medicating. It'd be a shitload easier if the Drs would medicate me correctly then I wouldn't have to go through this cycle.